Notes from an unemployed
I feel like a caterpillar slowly inching its way towards the border going forward from the unemployed to the employed side don't know when I'll be on the other side I'm getting bored but what can I do right now I'm not in control of things in my life everyday these past three months I wake up late in the morning to eat brunch and chat with my friends yes some of them already employed but I really don't mind I always think that yeah yeah my time will come I'm going to be employed soon so soon like what rye said patience is a virtue like what jenix told me the best is always saved last like what my sisters preached God has a purpose hallelujah of course I believe them people who've always encouraged supported me making me feel uber well so well I'd spoil myself again spend the rest of the afternoon reading some novels some short stories so that I won't have the intellectual slump rye thinks she's getting of course TV's part of my routine I'd watch 24 Oras Attic Cat always switching to Oh Feel Young when commercials come in then I'd switch back to Attic Cat Monday Tuesday Wednesday nights spent on watching CSI Miami New York Las Vegas just watched its season finale Nick's acting's superb Greg's hair went down oh how I miss his spunky hair Grissom and his bug mania saved Nick's life being buried alive a la Kill Bill 2 listening to the anonymous tape message you can try to please me but it won't be easy seeing in black and white gore blood ax not scalpel cutting through Nick's skin HBO Cinemax Star Movies whatever movie's on chatting while watching drinking while chatting browsing sites while chatting drinking watching read some novel again I read too much novels but never never never finish them No Logo Dark Tower 6 Little Friend Gothic Tales You Must Remember This Catcher in the Rye all not finished but someday I will don't worry time to sleep to wake up late the next day too much TV too much reading it'd be nice to go to Baguio but I can't because of exams interviews job applications whatever these companies demand you jump over the ring of fire do the trapeze become the clown please them impress them don't make them angry job application is like a whirlwind romance they'd court you call you they'd tease you I'd tease them make me feel I need them make them feel they need me nice professional words handshakes after marriage contract if you passed snobbery if you failed at the end of the day after several months this craziness will end no more favorite TV shows no more reading unfinished novels no more chatting no more notes no more no more
posted by Yema Adik @ 10:07 PM
4 Comments
4 Comments:
Whew! I ran out of breath there, dear. Grabe, wala man lang period ha? For a while kala ko rap.... Rap nga ba?
Lola, you are still luckier than others.
haha mukha bang rap??? nope just trying out the stream of consciousness technique. di ko lang alam if I was able to successfully convey my thoughts (but yeah, pigil-hininga ko rin 'tong sinulat).
Successful! This technique looks hard to employ. I am thinking I may not be able to do this. I am feeling that way, too.
*big hug* thank you for bugaw-ing me in Cubao last Saturday. It was a fantabulous find! And an extraordinary experience. I can't wait to get more.
And thank you din for the kape-talk. I really ? those talks when we get past the tsismis stuff. I may not say this often *drumrolls* but I am saying this once and for all, I ♥ you... in a sisterly way, that is - just had to qualify hahaha.
Patience is a virtue. Everything has a purpose. Timing is everything. Let each seed grow in its proper timing. Keep hoping, sabi nga ng mga kapatid mo, may plano si God para sa iyo.
astig tong style mo ah! i think it was effectively written. now, i wanna try it out too! ... about the content though, my congratulation since they no longer apply. ;) uuuuy! first day niya bukas!!!
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